It's Been a While, So Much Has Happened, but We're Back
It has been so long, way too long, since I have written a blog post about Elizabeth. In many ways, I don't even know where to begin. Part of the reason why I haven't posted is because we had a lot of "shit hit the fan," excuse my language, with her very quickly this fall. At one point we had spent 74 days of a 100 day period at Children's in Pittsburgh. When you live at the hospital, its hard to update as often as I would like. Also, let's be honest, their wifi sucks. She gets world class, excellent care there, but their wifi is terrible. Another reason for lack of updates is that sometimes there are no words. My family and I have to process things ourselves before we know how to share the information with others. Often times, we weren't getting clear answers about what was going on, and we were being given really bad news, and we just didn't know what to say. One other overarching reason is that I've been super busy. Between managing Elizabeth's care, being a full time stay-at-home mom to Celtan and Elizabeth, and adding full time housewife duties in there, most days I don't know which end is up, and I often feel like Medusa by the end of the day. I feel like my looks would turn you to stone and my hair is all crazy. Anyway, we are back. Disclaimer: this update will be lengthy, so read what you want, and leave the rest.
Let's start with the good!
I tend to be an optimist, always looking at the bright side of things, or at least trying to. For me, it's a survival tactic on this journey. Laugh and love as often as you can is my motto. It keeps me sane. Even though we have been through a rough, crazy, whirlwind with Elizabeth the past few months, we have also had many bright spots along the way. I'd like to kick off this update by sharing some of them with you. We have been truly blessed by our family, friends and community. We have received so many acts of kindness and generosity in many different ways. I'm sure I'll forget something, and I apologize for that. Please know that we sincerely appreciate every card, phone call, text message, facebook post, prayer, gift, generosity, and the many other ways that you have all blessed, and continue to bless, our lives. We will truly never be able to thank you enough.
During our frequent and extended hospital stays from October until January, we were blessed with many people checking in, sending cards and other gifts to the hospital, sending gift cards and food, and just coming to visit us. We had so many people offer to help out with Celtan, and it was comforting to know that he was so well cared for while I was in the hospital with Elizabeth. It is hard for both Jason and I to stay in the hospital with her. Often, we end up there unexpectedly, and we often are not sure exactly how long we will be there. Sometimes we are there overnight, sometimes we are there for over a month. It just depends on what is going on with Elizabeth. It's hard for Jason to be there all of the time, even though he wants to, because he works and doesn't have unlimited days off. So, he comes down when he is able to. It's also difficult, because I miss Celtan like crazy when I'm there at the hospital with Elizabeth. It is truly terrible to have your heart torn in different directions, and when I'm there with her, my heart wants to be home with Celtan, and I'm in a state of nearly constant heartbreak, because I know that she needs me to be there with her. When you're 2 and you are in the hospital, you want your mamma to be there day or night. "Mama" is one of the only words that Elizabeth says, and when she wakes up at night and calls out for me, like she regularly does, I whisper that "mamma's here," and she needs that reassurance. Our time there is brightened by the generosity and kindness that people send our way during those hospital stays. We sincerely appreciate it, and it means so much to us.
In early December, a Paddle Party Auction was held for Elizabeth by some of our dear friends. A huge thank you to Heather Hobaugh, Wendy Taylor, and Amy Price for all of their hard work in putting the benefit together. Also, thank you to the community members, small business owners, and others who donated time, efforts, baskets and items to the auction. We truly appreciated it all. We came home from the hospital that day, and we were not able to attend to thank everyone personally, but it was a great feeling that there were so many people out there supporting us and our sweet Elizabeth.
Our Christmas this year was nothing short of magical. I don't really have the words to express the efforts of everyone involved in putting Christmas together for our family. I will never forget everything that was done to make our holiday so wonderful by so many people. We were honored to have been chosen as Gap's Adopt-A-Family this Christmas. I will never be able to thank Heather Hobaugh, her Gap and affiliate stores and employees, her many other elves along the way, and especially Santa for making our Christmas beyond words amazing. The fulfilled Christmas wish lists for our whole family, and Santa and his special elves delivered it right to our door. Santa came a few days early, but he explained that sometimes he picks a special family to bring Christmas to early, and this year it was our family. I thought Celtan's jaw as going to hit the floor when he opened the door and Santa was standing there. Celtan was all about Santa this year, and a special appearance of him at our own house was an out of this world experience for him. He STILL talks about it, and he asks me if I remember the time that Santa came right to our house. Even Elizabeth was excited by her gifts, which is out of the ordinary for her, and Celtan got everything he wished for and more. There were even gifts for Jason and I. The work that Heather and her elves put in to making Christmas amazing for our family was truly unbelievable, and they are all angels in my book. Here are some pics from our special Christmas:
It turns out that it was a good thing that we had Christmas a few days early, because we ended up being in Children's over Christmas. On December 23rd, Jason and I loaded the kids in the car and were going to go and look at Christmas lights. We weren't even in the car for five minutes when Elizabeth started projectile vomiting, and as I rushed to get her out of her car seat, she was burning up. It was an immediate trip the ER. Thanks to Aunt Debbie for meeting us and grabbing Celtan. We ended up coming home the day after Christmas, but she did have a central line infection, and she became sick very quickly, and it was very scary. Jason spent Christmas Eve night at the hospital with Elizabeth, and Celtan and I stayed at the Family Neville House in Oakland nearby. The next morning, we all spent Christmas together in the hospital. We were surprised by what was in store for us there. We were given free vouchers to eat in the cafeteria pretty much all day, and there were gifts in the room for both Celtan and Elizabeth. It was amazing. Our Christmas was also complete, not only because we were together, but also because we had our very own Christmas tree in our room. Elizabeth loved the tree, because it was very sparkly and had lots of glitter. Celtan just thought it was cool that we had our very own Christmas tree. We were very thankful to the Giammatteo family for our Christmas tree, to the Sichler Family for the delicious cookies and other treats, and to the many others who sent food, cards and other items to make our Christmas in the hospital more happy and bright than we could have imagined. We were also very grateful to all of the individuals and organizations who donated toys to Children's Hospital, so that all of the kids who spent Christmas there had plenty to open from Santa on Christmas Day. It truly is an amazing place.
I'd also like to take a few moments to thank Bobbi Steele and her two beautiful daughters, Christine Steele and Chasity King. They were responsible for two acts of generosity and kindness to help out our family and sweet Elizabeth. They put together a raffle in partnership with the St. Cloud, and they also put together a Paint Party Benefit for Elizabeth that was held in January. Thank you to everyone involved, who bought tickets, donated time, and attended the paint party. Also, thank you to Renee Patton and the St. Cloud for participating in and sponsoring the raffle! We love you all.
Lastly, a huge thank you to the Karns City National Honor Society for the sale of the "Team Elizabeth Jeanne" wristbands. They are adorable, and we are totally amazed at the pictures of people wearing them in support of our princess, and the amount of people we have seen wearing them, and asking where they can get one. There is a lot of good in this world, and there are so many young people with kind and generous hearts in our community.
I'm sure that I'll miss or have missed someone that I should have thanked. Just know that we appreciate all of it. All of it! I've been writing thank you notes, finally, like a fiend lately. I fill them out, and then I have Jason mail them. I'm pretty sure by the time I'm done, and if I can get everyone's address, pretty much everyone in the KC School District will get one. At least that's what I feel I need to do, because we are so very grateful for everything.
Oh, one more bit of good, we have been asked to be the 2017 March of Dimes Ambassador Family for the Western Pennsylvania Region. I am very excited about the opportunity for several reasons. First, the March of Dimes is an amazing organization that provides financial, research, and other support to help the lives of miracle babies and preemies just like Elizabeth. Second, this will be an amazing opportunity to share Elizabeth's story with many, many, many more people. She will be the poster child for their 2017 regional walks, and we will have the opportunity to speak at meetings, corporate events, and in many other capacities to spread awareness not only about Elizabeth and her story, but also about preemies, premature birth, and the precious nature of life for these miracle children. We are going to be participating in the Butler County March of Dimes walk this year, and will be having a team for Elizabeth, and we will post updates on how to participate with us/ donate if you are interested in joining us. We are beyond ecstatic for this opportunity to share our story, journey, and to be able to be the face that helps the March of Dimes to help others.
Now for the Updates:
There's honestly so much to update, I'm not even sure where to begin. Some of this is great news, and some of it isn't, but in the end we will continue to push forward. So, here we go, department by department:
Neurology:
In August, we had our first appointment with Dr. Abdel-Hamid, the lead neuromuscular disease doctor at the Children's Hopsital of Pittsburgh. We transferred to her from our beloved Dr. Goldstein when the genetic testing revealed that Elizabeth had mutation of the AGRN gene and was diagnosed with Congenital Myasthenic Syndrome (CMS). Her mutation is very rare. In fact, she is one of only a few (less than 10) known cases in the world with this mutation. Dr. Abdel-Hamid has been an excellent resource for us regarding Elizabeth's CMS, and she has also be consulting with Dr. Engel at the Mayo Clinic who is the leading world expert on CMS. As of right now, she is taking Albuterol syrup for her CMS. We have seen significant improvement in her muscle tone, and also in her endurance for physical activity, and although it has not helped her to begin speaking, the albuterol syrup has helped to improve her swallowing, which is amazing in and of itself. We registered Elizabeth with the Muscular Dystrophy Association (MDA), as per Dr. Abdel-Hamid's suggestion. CMS is housed under the MDA for research and treatment purposes. We actually have created a team for the MDA Muscle Walk, which be be held in Pittsburgh, and we will be posting information on how to register or support Elizabeth's team for the walk. We had Elizabeth fitted for special leg braces this winter called AFOs, and they have also helped tremendously to help keep her legs and ankles stable. Recently, she has been walking with the assistance of a walker, which is pretty amazing to see. At this time, she can't walk around continuously, but she gets stronger and stronger every day. Her CMS makes her more tired as the day goes on, and so sometimes by the end of the day, she can or will not stand at all, and she sometimes won't even sit by the end of the day. It's just par for the course for CMS. We are going to the Children's Institute in Pittsburgh in a few weeks for an equipment evaluation to determine if an adaptive stroller, wheelchair, or other type of equipment may benefit Elizabeth. She has a walker right now that we are borrowing from her PT, and she also has a gait trainer, but her skills have, finally, surpassed the gait trainer. We have plans to donate the gait trainer to a local family or agency since we are no longer using it. Paying it forward is always the way to go. Dr. Abdel-Hamid is continuing to follow up with Elizabeth every 3-4 months in the MDA clinic at Children's. We are also seeing major neurological development like increased alertness, better control over involuntary arm and leg movements, and increased cognitive function. Elizabeth has recently started making progress in the use of sign language, and she is currently using about five signs. She is also saying "mama," "Yellow," "hi," "more," "wow," and occasionally "dada." She has been using eye contact more, playing with dolls and other toys appropriately, and she has been showing more social interaction. She has even started waiving hello and goodbye, and she has started to pucker up to give kisses instead of just licking the side of your face. All of these new developments are encouraging to see, and we are so proud of her as she continues to show neurological progress and development.
There are some other neurological things that we are seeing that are not so good. At this time, since it has been over a year since her brain MRI has been repeated, Dr. Hamid and her other providers feel that it is time to repeat her brain MRI to look for changes to the already known congenital brain damage that she has, and to also look for any new changes that may be responsible for the new and concerning behaviors that we are seeing in Elizabeth. For example, she has recently had a lot of shaking and twitching of her hands and legs, especially upon waking up. Elizabeth has also had major issues with her blood sugar, which could be a signal of impaired function in her pituitary gland. She also has had some stiffening in her legs, and excessive blinking behaviors. The brain MRI will be helpful in assessing changes in the brain that may be responsible. She is scheduled for the brain MRI on February 29th, and it will be done using general anesthesia, because she will have to remain completely still for the test to be accurate.
Immunology:
We are still waiting for the results from the radioactive assay test that is being conducted at UCLA to determine officially if Elizabeth has Nijmegen Breakage Syndrome. As of right now, the only thing that the test has revealed is that Elizabeth does not have Ataxia Telangectasia, which she was once assumed to have by many of her physicians. We maintain in close contact with Dr. Larkin at Children's in the Immunology Department. She is continuing to monitor Elizabeth's Immunoglobulin deficiencies. As of right now, she still has a IGA deficiency, and sometimes her IgG is low as well. These are important for the proper functioning of her immune system, which explains why she has a reduced immune response, and gets sick more easily and frequently than other children. We take many precautions to help avoid infections like frequent hand washing, wearing masks when she is sick or in public places or when we are sick, and a disinfectant station as you enter our house for the therapists and other visitors to disinfect their hands, etc. It seems to be working well, as she has had hardly any respiratory infections this year compared to previous years.
Pulmonology:
Elizabeth has had a drastically reduced amount of respiratory infections this winter, and she has not had pneumonia at all. So, Dr. Forno said to just keep up what we are doing. She currently uses Flovent twice a day, and an Albuterol inhaler as needed for wheezing and when she is sick and coughing a lot. She still has an unproductive cough due to the muscle weakness in her chest, but we now have a cough assist machine at home that we can use to help her cough out any mucous before it settles in her chest. She continues to have some low pulse oxygen levels at night, and so we also have oxygen to use when needed. Dr. Forno ordered a swallow study in the fall, and it revealed that Elizabeth now has mild sleep apnea, which is commonly found in individuals with CMS. They are not going to treat her at this time as the oxygen and helping her to adjust her position in her sleep are enough to return her pulse oxygen levels to normal. Elizabeth is monitored at night by a pulse oximeter, and her night nurses watch her levels and take appropriate actions if she has an alarm.
Hematology:
Elizabeth was hospitalized at the beginning of January for a GI related issue. Since October, we have noticed a declining trend in Elizabeth's hemoglobin counts, and they have been steadily dropping, or remaining stable (but low) since that time. In the early January admission to Children's her hemoglobin was in the 7s, which is low. It was low enough that she needed a blood transfusion, and so she was given a blood transfusion in the hospital. Since then, it has helped to bring her hemoglobin counts to normal levels. However, the reason for the continued drop in hemoglobin is cause for concern. I have discussed this with Dr. Zitelli, her Hematologist Dr. Cooper, and the GI team in length. There are many different theories, but Dr. Cooper and Dr. Zittelli believe that the true source of the dropping hemoglobin is that she has a bleed somewhere internally. We just don't know where the bleed is, and its not showing up in the usual sources like urine, stool or gastric contents. Unfortunately, you can't go on a witch hunt for a bleed, especially in a child like Elizabeth, so we have to hope that it either stops or it shows itself one day. Until then, we will monitor her hemoglobin counts, give transfusions when necessary, and all of that. Her low/ unstable hemoglobin counts have caused an iron deficiency, and so Dr. Cooper has recommended that we begin iron infusions with Elizabeth. By replenishing the depleted iron in her system, it should help us to avoid having infusions as frequently. The level of iron deficiency that she has isn't the type that can be corrected by diet or supplements, she needs something more, and this is where the iron infusions come in. So, we will be taking her to Children's to the Hematology/ Oncology Unit for the next four Mondays (2/15, 2/22, 2/29 and 3/7) to receive infusions of Iron Sucrose. We are hoping she tolerates them, and that it helps replenish her iron and maintain stability of her hemoglobin counts. It is unclear at this point how often she will need these infusions or for how long she will need them, so as always we will just go with the flow and take her lead.
Endocrinology:
The Endocrinology team is pretty much stumped as to why Elizabeth has so much trouble maintaining her blood sugar, especially when she has to be disconnected to feeds via g/j tube or TPN. They also are stumped as to why she drops so quickly. Hypoglycemia is very dangerous, and it can be very damaging to your body and tissues, and so you want to prevent hypoglycemia from occurring, especially in a medically fragile child like Elizabeth. In October, we were admitted, because she seemed very sleepy to me one particular day. She had no other symptoms. She was not shaky, sweaty, clammy, vomiting, nothing of the sort. She was just very sleepy. She was currently on gut rest for feed intolerance, and she was getting Pedialyte instead of Pediasure through her g/j tube. She had been fed this way and put on gut rest before, but something seemed very odd. So, I took her to the ER, and I've never been so glad that I followed my gut. After some initial tests, we were getting an ultrasound when her nurse (who by the way looked like a cross between Josh Hartnett and Freddy Prinze, Jr.) got a phone call, and I could tell by the look on his face something was wrong. He hung up the phone and asked me how low her blood sugars have been in the past, and I told him they have been in the 50's before, which is very low. He immediately told the ultrasound tech that we would have to stop the procedure, and he rushed Elizabeth and I back to the ER. There were four nurses in the room waiting for us, and Elizabeth was becoming harder and harder to wake up. The four nurses told me to stand at her head and try to keep her awake. So, I did. I talked to her, sang, whispered, did everything I could. They were busy sticking IVs in her to get fluids running, and to get what they call critical lab work. I tried to keep her awake, as I watched four nurses rotate around her taking turns, and trying to literally milk blood out of her body that was shutting down. After a few minutes of everyone watching her intently, and myself feeling like time had stopped, she started to move around a show signs of waking up. I later found out that her blood sugar was 23. Most people would have had a seizure by then, or gone into a coma, but not Elizabeth. Again, she showed zero symptoms except for extreme sleepiness. We were in the hospital for a few days after that, and we left with no clear answers as to what had happened. The Pedialyte has enough sugar that it should not have caused her to have hypoglycemia. We did learn that she has a condition known as Ketonic Hypoglycemia, and they also suspected a Mitochondrial disease related to a defect in her Krebs Cycle function. So, they reopened her exome sequencing with genetics to look for genetic mutations and mitochondrial disease that causes severe hypoglycemia. We now check her blood sugar at least three times a day, and on some days more often if there is an interruption in her feeds, she seems sleepy or is having other symptoms. If her blood sugar is below 70, we treat her with a medication called glucagon, which we can give her in a gel or as an injection. If that does not bring her blood sugar up reasonably quickly, then we head to the ER. So far, thankfully, we have not had to do that.
Cleft/ Crainofacial:
Since Elizabeth isn't having much progress in the way of speech development, we don't know how her cleft is impacting her ability to make speech sounds. So, we are only going to follow up as needed with Matt Ford, or when she begins to develop more speech sounds. If it is determined that her cleft palate is impacting her speech, then she will likely require surgery. If her cleft palate does not seem to impact her speech, then she won't require any surgery.
Ophthalmology:
Elizabeth continues to make progress using the functional vision that she has, but she still has low vision, vision loss, and struggles with her Coritcal Visual Impairment (CVI) on a daily basis. She currently is seeing Dr. Nischal at Children's, and he is their lead genetic/ ophthalmologist. She still has blue sclera, and always will, which means that the whites of her eyes have a blue tint. This baffles Dr. Nischal, and he is on the hunt for the reason behind this. She also is very close to needing bifocals, and Dr. Nischal suspects that he will transition her to bifocals at her appointment in April. He has plans to discuss Elizabeth's case at a genetic conference at Children's in Pittsburgh, and also at his second practice in England at the University of Oxford. He's a well published, and pretty incredible doctor. He is very on top of Elizabeth's case, and it's pretty cool that she's being discussed around the world. We still go visit our girls at Dittman Eye Care for glasses, and we love them. Elizabeth recently got new baby Ray-Bans. She's super adorable in them, well, at least I think so!
Genetics:
After the many hospitalizations and the new symptoms arising in the fall, several of her doctors requested that the Genetics Team reopen her exome sequencing. This proved beneficial as they did find another mutation/ explanation for many of Elizabeth's presenting symptoms. The testing revealed that she has a mutation of the SON gene. The SON gene encodes the SON protein, which basically encodes and manages things on a RNA and m-RNA level in your body, which basically means that her cells don't know how to talk to each other, or cooperate, which explains why her bodily systems don't seem to cooperate with each other or work like they are supposed to. She is one of five cases, ever, in the world, that they have found with a mutation of the SON gene. So, although it give us an answer, we don't know a lot about this mutation, or what it means for Elizabeth. Genetics is working on getting me more information, and we see them in two weeks. I also am doing my own research, because when you have a one-in-a-billion princess, well, that's what you have to do. Hopefully, this new genetic diagnosis sheds more light than darkness in the end.
ENT:
We continue to follow with Dr. Jabbour in ENT for Elizabeth's laryngomalacia, larygeal cleft, swallowing, and ear issues. We saw Dr. Jabbour in September, and we were concerned by Elizabeth's inability to swallow her own saliva. Dr. Jabbour felt that Elizabeth would be a good candidate for Botox injections in her salivary glands to help reduce saliva production. She had this procedure done this fall, and it has helped tremendously. We see Dr. Jabbour again in March.
Urology:
Elizabeth continues to show no signs of kidney scarring or enlargement due to her bladder reflux, which is mild. She is currently continuing to take the Bactrim, because it seems to be working to prevent her from having UTIs. The Bactrim is a daily antibiotic. We will continue to follow up with Urology every 6 months to monitor her kidney function and effectiveness of the Bactrim.
Diagnostic Referral Group:
We see Dr. Zitelli in DRG, and he is the man, simply put. If you google him, you'll find that he is a world famous pediatrician who has pretty much written the book on pediatrics. I'm so thankful to have him on Elizabeth's case. He helps me to manage all of the different departments in making sure they are communicating with each other about Elizabeth. He also helps me get the ball rolling, as he presents with some authority given his stature, when I feel like her doctors aren't listening, aren't doing enough, or just when I have concerns and I want to pick his brain. He's a diagnostic genius. He has been very influential on getting to the bottom of the dropping hemoglobin, and also in getting some further investigation into an unfortunately bizarre GI situation that Elizabeth has going on. I just love him, and he's awesome.
GI/ I-Care Team:
I feel like we are frequent flyers in the GI department and on the GI floors at Children's. Long story short, almost all of our hospitalizations from this fall through January 2016 have been for some kind of underlying GI reason. In October, after having a GI bleed, of which the source was never discovered, and surgery to do a Nissen Fundoplication on Elizabeth's stomach/ esophagus to help with her reflux, and a surgery for suspected malrotation of her intestines, she basically went into intestinal failure. The cause of this is still up for debate and unknown at this time. However, we went into the hospital tolerating 24 hour j tube feeds, and we left the hospital with a much sicker little girl who was in intestinal failure and on 24 hour TPN through a central line inserted into her carotid artery in the upper right side of her chest. It was heartbreaking to say the least. I have since become a full time nurse via trial by fire, if I wasn't already before, and I learned to do all of her central line care including changing and hooking up her TPN, changing her central line dressing, and drawing her weekly labs from her central line. After many dismal conversations with doctors, and watching her tolerate the TPN less and less, it was heartbreaking to say the least. Your body is simply not designed to tolerate TPN 24 hours a day. They had tried to send her home with a daily break from TPN, but when the TPN rate was reduced or the TPN was stopped, then her blood sugars would drop, and often dangerously low, so she was not able to tolerate a break from the TPN. We were officially transferred from the GI service to the I-Care (Intestinal Care) division at Children's in early December. At our clinic appointment in December, Dr. Alissa decided to try to give Elizabeth a medication called Reglan to try and kick start her GI system. Reglan truly is a nasty drug that comes with many nasty side effects. In fact, from your very first dose, it can cause serious neurological side effects that once they begin to present cannot be reversed. So, it was with caution that we decided to even attempt this medication. We just simply felt it was a last resort, and that with the current state of affairs, we weren't out anything to try it. You cannot be on Reglan long term, because after about 12 weeks of taking the medication, you're pretty much guaranteed to develop neurological symptoms known as Tardive Dyskenesia, which mimic Parkinson's symptoms. So, armed with a list of neurological symptoms to keep an eye out for, we started her on the Reglan, and hoped for the best. Reglan creates a brain to gut connection, by acting as a dopamine antagonist. It has also been proven effective in stimulating hunger while reducing symptoms of nausea. After starting the Reglan, and watching her like a hawk, I started noticing positive things. For example, she was watching people eat, mimicking chewing motions, seemed interested in food, which are all things that even when she was eating by mouth that she never did before. I knew that the Reglan was doing what it was supposed to do. It was creating a brain to gut connection to make Elizabeth's failure to thrive brain that never previously understood hunger, or had an interest in eating, to understand hunger and want to eat. I knew she had been made NPO (nothing by mouth) in May due to swallowing safety reasons, but my mom gut told me that she was ready to eat. I went to sleep one night, and I had a dream that she was eating. It was beautiful. I woke up so convinced that she was ready to eat, that I was ready to get up and go to Wal Mart at 3 am to buy baby food and cereal. I just knew that was it and that she was ready. The very next morning, I started to run Pediasure through her g tube, because her j-tube drainage that had persisted for months has suddenly dried up. That day, she began tolerating G -tube feeds for the first time since she was labeled with intestinal failure in early November. We had an appointment that week with Dr. Alissa in I-care, and he could not believe that she was up to 12 ml/ hr for 24 hours a day through her g-tube. I also told him about my observations of her interest in eating, etc. and I asked to have a swallow study done to see if her swallowing was safe. We agreed to proceed in a cautiously optimistic fashion, but secretly I was jumping up and down inside. The plan was to increase her G-tube feeds by 1 ml per hour per day, and if she continued to tolerate g-tube feeds, and could get up to a rate of 25/ml/hour, then they would begin discussing giving her a break from the TPN, and he also ordered a swallow study. I was to call in two weeks with a progress report. In two weeks, I called to report that she was up to 25 ml/ hour, and that she had passed a swallow study with an open cup, thin liquids, and all kinds of textures for the first time in over a year. It was nothing short of miraculous. She showed no signs of aspiration during the swallow study. She showed no signs of penetration into the airway during her swallow study. These are both things that we have never seen before on any of her swallow studies. She displayed rotary chewing, which is how humans chew. Keep in mind, this child has been NPO, nothing by mouth since last May! We weren't working on it in therapy. I will admit that once I knew she was tolerating Pediasure into her g tube that I began to give her small bites of baby food by spoon, carefully watching for any sign of distress or aspiration, to give her some practice before sending her for a swallow study for the first time in over a year, but she amazed even me. I cried as I watched her swallow normally, beautifully, on the screen. She truly is a miracle. So, now she is allowed to begin a progression to eating by mouth, and she is continuing to tolerate g-tube feeds. In fact, as of today (2/14), she is up to 34/ml/hr through her g tube. On top of that, she is currently getting a reduced volume of TPN, and has a one hour ramp up, a one hour ramp down, and is only infused TPN for 22 hours instead of 24. The even better part is that she is keeping her blood sugars up! The target is 50/ml/ hr of g tube feeds of pediasure 24 hours a day in order for her to have adequate calorie and fluid intake through her g tube. At that point, we can consider getting her off of TPN all together. What a glorious day that will be. I remain cautiously optimistic. I know there will be set backs. I know that no matter what I do know that I never know what each day will bring, but I also know that I have been given a miracle to watch unfold before my eyes, and what greater blessing could I possibly ask for than that. So, here's to Elizabeth. In 16 days, she will reach her target goal of 50 ml/hour if she continues to tolerate on her current path. She also has been eating by mouth like a normal two year old. She gobbled up my homemade Chicken Noodle Soup the other night. I'm happy with this progress. I'm so proud its intoxicating. We see I-Care again on this Thursday. Oh, and guess what, she's finally up to the 30 pound mark!
Other Updates:
Elizabeth is still currently receiving Early Intervention services, but we are in the process of transitioning her out of EI as she approaches her third birthday. She still receives 2 hours of PT, OT, Speech, and Vision each week, as well as 1 hour of DV and 1 hour of Nutrition each week. The current plan is to transition her from EI to the Western PA School for Blind Children's Preschool in Oakland. They have an amazing program, and her doctor's feel that this will be an excellent fit for her. I am nervous for her to start school, but I think she will love it. Elizabeth is very smart and motivated, and I only see good things coming from this transition. We love our EI team, and they are a huge part of our lives, and we will miss them like crazy, but I'm excited to see what comes next for Elizabeth when she starts school.
We, knock on wood, have not been an inpatient or to the ER since early January. It would be great to keep up this trend for at least a little while. The truth is that with a child like Elizabeth with rare genetic and medical disorders, you just never know. So, I keep my van packed full of clothes and other gear to survive hospital stays.
Well, that's all I have for now. We have fourteen scheduled appointments between now and early June, and I'm sure that number will only expand. I'm beginning to embrace the stay-at-home mom life, even though it is by far the toughest job I've ever had, and I've had a lot of different jobs. I recently realized that I'm kind of crafty, and I've started painting and crocheting. I'm planning to at some point open an Etsy shop. I've also recently realized my love of cooking and baking. It's become a game of sorts for me to see how efficiently I can run this ship while wearing the hats of mom, wife, sister, friend, daughter, nurse, pharmacist, respiratory therapist, housewife all simultaneously most days. I'm not complaining. I love it. I'm up for the challenge. In fact, I recently started a blog called "A Love Spiced Life" where I share recipes, mom/ housewife hacks/ tips, crafting ideas, and discuss surviving motherhood. It's a great outlet for me, and I hope you'll stop over and check out the page some day. You can find the blog at www.alovespicedlife.com, links to blog posts on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/A-Love-Spiced-Life-229151344091964/?ref=hl or follow me on Twitter and Instagram at @alovespicedlife. I also recently started a Facebook page for Elizabeth, if you haven't already liked it, and you're on Facebook, you should check it out. I frequently update with info on Elizabeth, and I also post links to blog updates for her on the page. Please share it with your friends, and like it yourself if you haven't already done so. You can find her page at: https://www.facebook.com/teamelizabethjeanne/?ref=hl
Thank you, as always, for being a part of Team Elizabeth Jeanne. We love you. We appreciate you, and we simply don't know what we would do without all of your love, support and prayers.
